hmmm...

I jus realised lena got a secret diary as well..it was started around the same time as mine, n shes keeping it private like me, well except from this friend i know (u know who ur..heh). and i said i'll write about it haha! saw her new pic on msn, real sweet (wheewWee!)..
realised that she sounded more mature online than in person, which could be her real self?? both? her other side in person to me is sweet, nice n crappy..all sides look like her though..have i figured out already?...maybe yet to :) (told u i'll write about u..).

met up with a cousin today, its weird, cos its always a yearly affair, then now we meet for dinner though its not a special occasion or CNY haha!! after dinner had a stroll towards padang n realised Linkin Park is having a live concert haha..loads of people lined both side of streetwalk to hear them belting out n see the laser works, saw many at the old parliament house..then a fight broke out there n later ambulance n police came..dumbass..must be some mats. we sat leaning at the front of e padang house. didnt expect to exchange so much tidbits about our own life, especially on our past relationships lol~ its surprising and refreshing to know i can communicate with a cousin since i see her only once a yr mostly!!
maybe its my job..yeah..

damm left my hp home in morning, took 1hr time-off plus lunch to get home n get it n returned to work..was feeling shitty whole morning. didnt know i can be affected merely by a hp!! my job is hazardous!! an occupational diesease or a forgetful mind? todays walk-ins are full of shit of i-know-it-all-and-ur-surely-wrong. fuck u lots, assholes!!

got a reply from jan finally, after my msg to him since my last over 2 mths ago..hes doing well and enjoying the aussie lifestyle there yeah, glad to know, looking forward for his return at yr end n club together huhuh..
got a new pair of adidas yesterday, saw the spezial and superskate at town, wanted the leather superskate, but got no right size, wasted! then i also wanted a spezial for some time, so got the suede spezial finally..oooh, my shoes..*muah*

Supper...

Its getting weird...last time it was lena, her ex n me having lunch together, then it was maxine's parents that came to a cafe we were at, followed by pearce and his ex joining me for lunch, then just an hour ago, cat n her ex having supper together with me..who can provide me with some clues? what is the co-relation between me, the people i know and their ex? heres some clue to piece it together maybe...i like them all in different degrees ;)

The weekend is boring, friday was the day of unexpected events, supposed to meet dan and his colleagues for a drink, then unfortunately his granny passed away around the time im supposed to meet him. later on i called ivan, n found the usual gang going to JK for supper..and seems that someone's brother got a brush with the law..so its a long wait for the bail. after searching Geylang and Cantonment did we finally tracked him down..still, its not time to bail, they still have more than 24 hrs with him. so it was another round of supper while 'the worried one' ponders on his next course of action, reached home and it was already 7pm...and started work on 9.30am..whoa..finally good news came after 2pm..hope everything will be alrite. so this saw me sleeping till 9pm since i returned from work at 3pm, then hang out with dan n zhiwei. good thing about them is that they're never complicated, i can be myself. today i swam at the usual gay infested pool but lots of bikini babes around too..mmmm..lol~

now back to my main concern of current. it seems that i've been encountering numerous heartaches recently..was it imagined? if so my imagination must be fantastically active huhuh..the thing is most of them revolves around their past it seems. constant hauntings must have played a part, imagine im at the receiving end of the effects of someones hauntings..*sigh. i cant remember the feeling of falling anymore, however im still experiencing the feelings of heartaches..crap. you know how these things can make u confuse, was it me? am i no good? something i said? something i did? was it cos of someone else? u know these things...it always play with our minds...our own little warped minds. the things that make u feel just like a loser..yeah.

Recollections...

so many days passed..so many things to write on..got to be selective here then.
well, the past 3 weeks i met some new people n got some encounters worth the memories.
where shall i start?

went pubbing n clubbing recently, probably cos of some new companies n a little cash flow i guess ;). from dan, i got to know darren, with his many clubbing kakis i got to know elaine n daphne, daph is a air stewardess n elaine is tiongs interest-in-view heheh..both r working n seems beyond their age yeah. then on one wkend went for a show n later pubbing followed by supper with them both, tiong, dan and me. still dont know much about them though, jus know they love the nitelife n r rather good company. then last friday went doubleO with cat, met up dan, darren n co. outside the entrance ran into yusuff..finally met him at some watering hole hahh..it was fun n drinks were real cheap-- and real strong!! i still dont understand...
at the end of it dan was almost gone, darren n this other gal were almost there too n threw themselves at each other..hohoh..what a sight! i left with cat not long after, they partied on heh..

watched the movie Best Bet, a local movie 3 quarters in hokkien lol~ funny show..n Day After Tmrw with twice! 2nd time persuaded by adam--cos its in digital format at cineleisure hoho!..Shrek is ok, amazing graphics to boot, typical love story though hmm..
still a Punisher left unchecked now, since tiong already watched it..must watch it, i was a fan, now im again :D

had a long break last wkend, a DISC course on friday followed by sat and sunday off, this should be the way every week! the course was interesting, teaching how to capitalise on our personality traits hahaa..cat was also in the program and basically spent the day from leaving our estate till we returned from doubleO ;)..sadly i dropped the fag case from pearce while alighting the cab..wtf! appreciated that she called comfort hotline to report loss, i couldnt hear shit from e phone, mind's messed up lol~ though we both know its futile. walked home after sending her back, the alcohol effects were fading then..

So much in 5 days..

Yes! a lazy blogger im..weekend was ok, went to Chinablack last friday, with tiong, his friend and her cousin. tiong's friend's bf is working as a bartender. coincidentally i met my ex-campmate, derrick, who is also an old friend of the gal's bf. derrick went alone for a drink, i went with a guy n 2 gals, but only had drinks-- cos the music wasnt my kind n i dont think i'll be there again. still cannot get over the fact that so many poeple actually queued for so long just to get into that place...maybe even more than zouk !! wtf !!the gal insisted on paying for our drinks..hmm dont feel too gd though..

sat was spent quietly in town with tiong, went home to change and back to town late eve and watched Cops in Mongkok, its not bad for a HK movie ya..after supper its back to bed! a swim on sunday was my plan, went with tiong too..later headed for town and did a quick checkout for old/vintage and selvage of jeans around town. found nothing special haha... later on couldnt find any books just on vintage levis jeans at kino, only some chapters n its in jap, how to understand?? headed home after.

work! work! work!its monday blues (playing Blue Monday from New Order in my head..). its weird to swipe myself 80 cents due to my error in charges..damm* found out im on off on tues, was a last min off to offset my OT..?? mixed feelings..so met up cat for dinner, fed some kittens afterwards n chatted till early mornin haha..

tues is expensive..its worth over $80 !! this off-day is worth this price~ hohoh..
had a swim, disappointed over lack of strong sunlight--i woke up late at 1pm
lol~ met up with ivan n headed for dinner, then waited for him while he played basketball..wah, bei tahan ah!! ..y he does'nt get it haha..anyway i wasnt too irritated, its sometime since i did nothing but wait heh..some cravings..
met cat n her sis kim for first time, went for supper n when i came back, realised i got a $50 parking fine tic on my wiper! fucking hell, it was jus for a little while of using atm n waiting for kim...going to appeal, wish me luck~

k, think i need some shuteyes..somethings wating for me to settle at work tmrw..sigh*

The secret plans

Made a mistake on the job that almost cost me 100 bucks! however due to my persuasive words, a complaint was avoided and 100 bucks returned! WHEW* a heavy heart floated with the burden lifted..

Its a long day with unusual amount of walk-ins..well, at least im looking a more money hoho..so much that closing was delayed to finish up final sortings. tiring.
So was late for dinner with Cat. n probably caused her to spend about $100 on clothes while she waits lol~ had a good chat that relieved work stress with someone that understand.
Then came the part, our future, each our secret plans. we both understood, think deeper, more affecting, came realisation, same agenda jus different paths...thats our secret plans. realisation is revealing more with each closing day..im waiting!!

Got to get some rest..but Eugene is cooking for his mates over brighton, making me salivate..foooooood!

im in??

well heres my so many attempts to stay in a blog...hope this will work in e end haha..
one reason i cant stay in a blog is e fact that i've problems on what to tell the whole world. i mean, who really cares? hmmm..*ponder*.. the other reason being plain slack. so y am i here? well, so that maybe theres an eye out there that could be the 'one' to answer some of my ponderings..smart eh?

who am i? a guy in his 20's.
told u im slack..for blogs lah..